i need a blog to keep me updated on these new chachachanges going on in my life. i need to be frank and candid and honest with myself.
i cant move my body. my lower half is currently dead weight to me. well dead weight that is in excruciating pain. my lower back feels like...(im looking for a good analogy)...like...a hockey puck. that was stupid. okay i feel like tom cruise in born on the 4th of july (not pc?). i feel like there is no strength in my body from my upper abs down.
i spent 7 hours tonight unable to move. in what i think is a spasm of a disk or something has caused intense lower back pain and right leg pain caused by something hitting or pushing on my sciatic nerve. im in a lot of pain and cant move. thats why im blogging instead of sleeping.
i watched several episodes of house tonight while unable to move from the couch and kept thinking how i wish house was over to diagnose my pain (and slip me some Vicodin). im going to try to go to sleep. urgent care in the morning. gonna try to fix this back problem so i can get back to working out.
